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Hey Jessica, Remember when you hit me with a stick, cheated on me and then threatened to kill yourself if i didnt go back out with you
or how bout the time you made me sell my guitar and amp to take you bowling and clothes shopping.
OR HOW BOUT THE FUCKING TIME YOU SAID MY SISTER DESERVED TO GET FUCKING RAPED.
You have no real friends, just give it time, they'll discover what a soul-less bitch you really are and you will be all alone again just like you deserve.
And I don't know how you get off saying you dated me out of pity when I turned you down several times first and then only stayed in the relationship so you wouldnt try and kill yourself. HOW FUCKING LAME
And by the way you have some cellulite and stretch marks yourself you vain-washed up piece of shit. I really didn't want this to get vulgar, I really thought we were just gonna go our seperate ways. But no, you had to be a bitch.
Burn in hell
Ps. Matt, i would run, fast. The sex really Isn't worth it.
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| WOW AN UPDATE!!! |
[03 Aug 2004|10:42pm] |
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wow its beeen fo'eva' since ive updated this. a shit load has changed since then. i was gone most of july which was alot of fun but really sucked cause i missed all the cool columbia people. tonight was alot of fun though. i went and hung out with erin and lindsay after work. they kept having lesbian sex. it was akward. weirdos. we watched part of hairy potter and then we watched erin's cheers from like 7th grade. it was funny. go big blue! ya... anyway. i wish jessie didnt work all the time. fucker. hehe. jk. ya thats about it.
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[24 Jun 2004|11:20pm] |
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tonight sucked. i lost my cell phone. spent and hour looking for it. didnt find it. then got picked on by everyone. thanks
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[23 Jun 2004|09:00am] |
YAY FOR BEING UNORIGINAL! i havent filled out one of these in...well never actualy
What is your name?: Mark
Are you named after anyone?: Maybe the dude in the bible
What's your screename?: ILL NEVER TELL!!!!
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no, mark is so boring
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i really like the name amanda
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: i dont know
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: people spell my first name wrong all the time... they use a "c". fuckers
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: ya, my names so long and akward
Basics
Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: i suppose
If not, do you want to be?: i like being single
Birthdate:: Valentines day 1987
Your age:: 17
Age you act:: im gonna say around 5
Age you wish you were:: 21 for obvious reasons
Your height:: 6'1"
Eye color:: hazel/greenish i guess
Happy with it?:: people like it so ya i guess so
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: its not bad
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: i live with my parents.
Your family:: mom, dad, sister, brother
Have any pets?: dog
What's your job?: lifeguard at twin lakes
Piercings?: nope
Tattoos?: none yet
Obsessions?: playing guitar and listening to music
Addictions?: no
Do you speak another language?: bad french
Have a favorite quote?: "fuck grammer i have apple juice"
Do you have a webpage?: nope
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: most definitly
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes
Do you have any secrets?: no, of course not ;)
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: hell no
Do you have any bad habits?: bite finger nails, laziness
What is the compliment you get from most people?: whats a compliment, ive never gotten one of those before
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: get off your ass you lazy bastard
What's your biggest fear?: the absence of anything
Can you sing?: noooope
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: sometimes just cause i cant help it
Are you a loner?: when i have to be but i hate it
What are your #1 priorities in life?: get rich, have sex with hot women, take over the world
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no im annoying
Are you a daredevil?: i pretend to be
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: being lazy and my damn A.D.D.
Are you passive or aggressive?: ask kelly she says i have anger management issues
Do you have a journal?: shut up
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:im lazy <---yes it can be a strength too
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: not be fat
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: naw
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: killing that hooker, good thing no one knows about it
Do you think life has been good so far?: for the most part, yes.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont trust anyone
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes i guess
And least?: FAT!?!?!?!
Do you think you are good looking?: nope
Are you confident?: not at all.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: chucky from the rug rats, i used to be such a pansy
Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes
Do You...
Smoke?: sometimes when i'm drunk... but not usually.
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: yep
Go to church?: everyweek
Talk to strangers who IM you?: strangers usually don't IM me...
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope
Take walks in the rain?: walkings for bitches
Talk to people even though you hate them?: sometimes
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: sometimes
Hurt yourself?: umm... i have...
Been out of the country?: yeahnope
Eaten something that made other people sick?: nope
Been in love?: yes
Done drugs?: concerta for my A.D.D.
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: yeah i got hit in the head with a baseball bat and had to get stiches
Had surgery?: they cut this little piece of skin off my ear and the doctor said it was surgery. i didnt belive the bastard
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: nope
Gotten beaten up?: yep
Beaten someone up?: yep
Been picked on?: yep
Been on stage?: ya
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: once or twice but not real seriously
Pulled an all nighter?: a couple
If yes, what is your record?: 72 hours with no sleep
Gone one day without food?: yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: yep
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: well that hooker but we dont talk about that
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: well that hooker but we dont talk about that
Thought you're going crazy?: sometimes
Kissed the same sex?: nope
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yep
Had a dream that came true?: yep
Broken the law?: yeah
Met a famous person?: mickey mouse
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: ya, several decided to jump in front of my car
On purpose?: nope
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yep
Stolen anything?: yep
Been on radio/tv?: ya once
Been in a mosh-pit?: yep
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yep
Miracles?: yep
Astrology?: nope
Magic?: anythings possible
God?: yes
Satan?: yes.
Santa?: im jewish
Ghosts?: sure
Luck?: yes and its saved my ass several times
Love at first sight?: yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: definitly
Witches?: yep
Easter bunny?: im jewish
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: doubt it, people change
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: of course
Do you wish on stars?: whats a star
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: ya cuase thats how i was brought up
Do you think God has a gender?: not in a biological sense
Do you believe in organized religion?: i think it can get out of hand
Where do you think we go when we die?: im goin straight to hell probably
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: one of my best friends from middle school turned gay, but i havent talked to him in awhile
Who is your best friend?: myself
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: jessie
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "fuck grammer i have apple juice"
Your favourite inside joke?: see above^
Thing you're picked on most about?: being annoying
Who's your longest known friend?: andrea or eric
Newest?: matt
Shyest?: matt
Funniest?: jessie
Sweetest?: hmm
Closest?: jessie
Weirdest?: jessie
Smartest?: myself of course
Ditziest?: j-fer
Friends you miss being close to the most?: i dont know
Last person you talked to online?: matt and jessica
Who do you talk to most online?: matt
Who are you on the phone with most?: jessie
Who do you trust most?: nobody
Who listens to your problems?: jessie (and matt and aaron when there drunk)
Who do you fight most with?: nobody
Who's the nicest?: matt
Who's the most outgoing?: jessie
Who's the best singer?: nunez, fuckin choir boy
Who's on your shit-list?: nobody right now
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no sex is gross
Who's your second family?: i guess jessie kelly aaron matt and lutz
Do you always feel understood?: no, not usually.
Who's the loudest friend?: jessica
Do you trust others easily?: nope
Who's house were you last at?: lauren lutz
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: nobodys
Do your friends know you?: i guess
Friend that lives farthest away: matt until recently now its proably hannah who lives in st louis
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: showers ;)
Turn-on?: out going and diiiirty
Turn-off?: bitchiness
First kiss?: i played spin the bottle in 7th grade!
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: bad, cause i know how that feels
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out?: definitely
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: ya, fuck we do all the work
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yep
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dunno...
What is best about the opposite sex?: eyes
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: PM fucking S
What's the last present someone gave you?: jessie gave me a present;)
Are you in love?: i hope not
Do you consider your significant other hot?: yep
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: that dead hooker, but we dont talk about that
You wanted to kill?: my head boss, fuckin prick
That you laughed at?: jessie WINKEY FACE!
That laughed at you?: probaly jessie
That turned you on?: jessie
You went shopping with?: OMG I LUUUUUVVVV SHOPPING. me and my girlfriends go alllllllll the time. NOT
That broke your heart?: bitch
To disappoint you?: myself
To ask you out?: hmmm
To make you cry?: yo momma
To brighten up your day?: jessie
That you thought about?: yo momma
You saw a movie with?: me matt andrea and michelle watched eurotrip
You talked to on the phone?: jessie
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: matt
You saw?: my boss, not the head one though, cause hes a prick
You lost?: we lost jessie and lutz at the twilight festival
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: ya around 2pm
Will it be with your significant other?: noooope
Or some random person?: not really random
What are you wearing right now?: staff shirt and guard suit
Body part you're touching right now: my meat pole...jk.....or am i?!?!?!
What are you worried about right now?: oh lots of stuff
What book are you reading?: "prentice alvin" by orson scott card
What's on your mousepad?: ya for optical mouses
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired happy tired off work
Are you bored?: kind of
Are you tired?: very
Are you talking to anyone online?: everyone is away
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: yep, yay for rap
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[20 Jun 2004|04:42pm] |
WOW last night was Crazy. my parents were gone so we had a little "party" at my house. matt aaron and i got drunk and kelly got tipsy while jessica just kinda laughed at us. it was great. finally i had some excitement in my life. fun shit
WE WAS KRRRRRRRRRUNNNNNNNKKKKK
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[19 Jun 2004|11:10am] |
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hmmm... well my lifes been pretty interesting lately. ive changed alot i think and im glad. however i wish people would do more fun things on the nights im allowed to go out late on. fuck, its so frustrating to sit at home when everybodys out having fun. but ya, whateva
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[16 Jun 2004|06:21pm] |
mark never updates and he's logged in.
i'm going to write in his journal.
mark takes incredibly long showers.
this one was at least 20 minutes.
i wonder what he does
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[04 Jun 2004|10:25pm] |
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I hung out with this really cool girl last night. her name was lauren lutz. she made me mad though when she wouldnt WATCH THE MOVIE. you homo. hehe
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[04 Jun 2004|02:26am] |
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fuck, ive done it again. what is up with my obsession to dig into peoples problems. fuck i make things so akward when i do it. i probaly just lost another friend and for once it really bothers me. fuck fuck fuck
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| summer time, and the livin's easy, bradleys on the microphone with ras m.g. |
[02 Jun 2004|08:21pm] |
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well the last week was pretty fun. matt came on friday and him erin my sister and i went down to our lake and hung out there for the weekend. what a blast! we tubed, skiied (although matt forgot to let go of the rope when he fell over) and got skeet skeet skeeted at. it was alot of fun. tommorows the last day of school and it's gonna suck cause its my too hardest finals. grrrr, i cant wait for it to be over. god this summers gonna rock. hopefully matt can find a place to stay. my parents jsut vetoed him stayin at our house. stupid gay parents. anyway im done.
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grr. the stress is killing me. i cant take school. i cant take all these friend "problems", i cant take anything. i want summer to be here.
What I really wanna know (my baby)
What I really wanna say, is there's just one way back
And I'll make it
My soul will have to wait
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20 more days. thats all thats left. i cant stand it. i think this is going to be the longest 20 days of my life. i dont have any huge projects or any big things i have to get done but im tired of this same thing every day shit. on a brighter note i found $25 in my jean pocket!
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| Blackbird singin' in the dead of night... |
[09 May 2004|09:49pm] |
soooo.. this was a pretty good weekend. friday i went to the jared shedd benifit concert. all the band did really well. i didn't stick around to see all of the lake effect but i heard they were prtty good. New clarity was really good. the whole flipping the guitars thing was cool. i tried to do it with my guitar when i got home and i nearly killed myself. haha. halfway there was awesome too. arturo did awesome. you wouldnt think he could sing well but he did great. hes definitly a mexican jack johnson. but ya that was alot of fun. on saturday i went to erins house with michelle andrea and my sister. we rented cabin fever. what a horrible movie. dont see it. seriously. you wait the whole movie hoping something scary will happen or it will finally explain it self. but it doesnt. gawd it was terrible. i also rented the first disc to the third season of family guy. knowing that there coming out with a new season this summer makes getting up in the morning possible. but ya, it was a pretty good weekend. next weekends gonna be great too. my old buddy aarons comin in to visit. he always seems to bring out the crazy and dangerous side in me so it should be interesting.
MARK
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i dont really got much to update on but i things are definitly going better than my last update. every body should come out and support my brother in his baseball debut at 9:45 at daniel boone.
Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say.
And if you do this
It will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... don’t live too fast,
Troubles will come and they will pass.
Go find a woman and you’ll find love,
And don’t forget son,
There is someone up above.
(chorus)
And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Won’t you do this for me son,
If you can?
Forget your lust for the rich man’s gold
All that you need is in your soul,
And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.
(chorus)
Boy, don’t you worry... you’ll find yourself.
Follow you heart and nothing else.
And you can do this if you try.
All I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.
(chorus)
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what the hell has happened to my life. at the beginning of the school year it seemed like every monday morning i had some crazy story to tell about the weekend before. i thought my life was maybe gonna give me a break for once and let me have some fun. now its turned into a living hell. EVERYDAY IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. its only going downhill and even when its starting to look up something has to fuck up. its come to the point where the weekend becomes almost as unbearable as the week itself. i honestly dont think ive been invited anywhere this since december. i have to invite myself everywhere. i hate that. but staying home is so much worse. i dont belong anywhere. it fucking sucks. ive never had a group of friends that i felt like i was in the middle of since elementary. im always just some other person who happens to be there. i dont know what i do that makes people hate me that much. i try to be nice to everyone. i hate this. its coming to a breaking point and i dont know how much longer i can deal with misery like this before i go crazy. what the hell does everybody want from me?
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| GIVE ME THE BOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[07 Feb 2004|11:47pm] |
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hmmm...what a suprisingly fun night. i was gonna go hang out with kelly lauren aaron and other people but me and my sister decided to stay at erin kaufmanns house. first she got us lost on her OWN PROPERTY. grrrr, it was the same as an experience we had at the lake one time. ask me if you want the story. but ya, then we walked across her frozen lake, an even though it wasnt anything big it was cool to stand in the middle of a body of water. hmmm, then we went sledding, one time, cause we were so damn tired from walking around erins entire property. anyway, then we went inside and went thru erins old stuff. oh man, talk about a funny person. shes got some interesting pictures. we dug up some of her old writing notebooks from like 2nd grade. 2 of the main storys were "bad things that happened to me today";(see below)and "the spook of death" (go to erins profile) i mean wow, i laughed hard. anyway so then we decided to go thru erins old valentines, and i found one were they signed it to eric kaufman. damn, that has to suck. however, pictures show that eric did have a slightly boyish side (haha jk ;)). anyway then we just kinda sat around in erins room until we had to leave. and wiht that im spent.
bad things that happened to me today
by erin kaufman
yesterday i accidentaly stuck my foot in the toilet after school, and when my mom came to pick me up she told me the car had broken down and that we have to walk home. so i had to walk barefoot all the way home on the wet and slippery concrete.
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although nobody actaully reads my journal, im gonna update. lets see its probaly been a week since ive updated and not all htat much has happened. i wish more people would invite me to do stuff, i hate sitting at home but i hate inviting myself to stuff even more. grrrr, well what ever. my birthday is a week from saturday(yes, go ahead and laugh, its valentines day). i hope its better this year that last where all i did was walk around the mall with kelly jennifer and charlie. WHAT FUN. god, i cant belive its only been a year sicne i started driving, i dont know how i ever lived without it, its so convienent. and ive also made it an entire year(knock on wood) without an accident. ya, thast right, all you stupid people who said id never live to see my 17th birthday:). anyway, i hope i get enough money for my birthday to get the amp i want. taht would be awesome. if anyone cares to actaully get me anything for my birthday id like a couple cds. maybe some mixed ones with your favorite songs on it. and with that im spent.
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its diana up in hurrrr
i made marky poo a new layout
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lespaulplaya87 take a *peek*
xo
CORRECTION: diana made it a little to frilly and with an extreme lack of gib-bot. for all you ignorant people. gib-bot is the large robot made of gibson guitars in my backround. anyway, ms. kelly cam to the rescue and helped me to unfrilly it. however, still applaud diana for her effort anyway. and comment in my journal instead of hers. wait, did i jsut say that, shit.
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