One more late night basement song

WHAT A BITCH

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 18:58:35 GMT

Hey Jessica, Remember when you hit me with a stick, cheated on me and then threatened to kill yourself if i didnt go back out with you

or how bout the time you made me sell my guitar and amp to take you bowling and clothes shopping.

OR HOW BOUT THE FUCKING TIME YOU SAID MY SISTER DESERVED TO GET FUCKING RAPED.

You have no real friends, just give it time, they'll discover what a soul-less bitch you really are and you will be all alone again just like you deserve.

And I don't know how you get off saying you dated me out of pity when I turned you down several times first and then only stayed in the relationship so you wouldnt try and kill yourself. HOW FUCKING LAME

And by the way you have some cellulite and stretch marks yourself you vain-washed up piece of shit. I really didn't want this to get vulgar, I really thought we were just gonna go our seperate ways. But no, you had to be a bitch.

Burn in hell

Ps. Matt, i would run, fast. The sex really Isn't worth it.

WOW AN UPDATE!!!

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 03:46:13 GMT

wow its beeen fo'eva' since ive updated this. a shit load has changed since then. i was gone most of july which was alot of fun but really sucked cause i missed all the cool columbia people. tonight was alot of fun though. i went and hung out with erin and lindsay after work. they kept having lesbian sex. it was akward. weirdos. we watched part of hairy potter and then we watched erin's cheers from like 7th grade. it was funny. go big blue! ya... anyway. i wish jessie didnt work all the time. fucker. hehe. jk. ya thats about it.

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 04:20:18 GMT

tonight sucked. i lost my cell phone. spent and hour looking for it. didnt find it. then got picked on by everyone. thanks

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 17:33:30 GMT

YAY FOR BEING UNORIGINAL! i havent filled out one of these in...well never actualy

What is your name?: Mark

Are you named after anyone?: Maybe the dude in the bible

What's your screename?: ILL NEVER TELL!!!!

Would you name a child of yours after you?: no, mark is so boring

If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i really like the name amanda

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: i dont know
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: people spell my first name wrong all the time... they use a "c". fuckers

Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: ya, my names so long and akward

Basics
Your gender:: male

Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight

Single?: i suppose

If not, do you want to be?: i like being single

Birthdate:: Valentines day 1987

Your age:: 17

Age you act:: im gonna say around 5

Age you wish you were:: 21 for obvious reasons

Your height:: 6'1"

Eye color:: hazel/greenish i guess

Happy with it?:: people like it so ya i guess so

Hair color:: brown

Happy with it?: its not bad

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty

Your living arrangement:: i live with my parents.

Your family:: mom, dad, sister, brother

Have any pets?: dog

What's your job?: lifeguard at twin lakes

Piercings?: nope

Tattoos?: none yet

Obsessions?: playing guitar and listening to music

Addictions?: no

Do you speak another language?: bad french

Have a favorite quote?: "fuck grammer i have apple juice"

Do you have a webpage?: nope

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment?: most definitly

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes

Do you have any secrets?: no, of course not ;)

Do you hate yourself?: sometimes

Do you like your handwriting?: hell no

Do you have any bad habits?: bite finger nails, laziness

What is the compliment you get from most people?: whats a compliment, ive never gotten one of those before

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: get off your ass you lazy bastard

What's your biggest fear?: the absence of anything
Can you sing?: noooope

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: sometimes just cause i cant help it
Are you a loner?: when i have to be but i hate it

What are your #1 priorities in life?: get rich, have sex with hot women, take over the world
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no im annoying

Are you a daredevil?: i pretend to be

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: being lazy and my damn A.D.D.

Are you passive or aggressive?: ask kelly she says i have anger management issues

Do you have a journal?: shut up

What is your greatest strength and weakness?:im lazy <---yes it can be a strength too

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: not be fat

Do you think you are emotionally strong?: naw

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: killing that hooker, good thing no one knows about it

Do you think life has been good so far?: for the most part, yes.

What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont trust anyone

What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes i guess

And least?: FAT!?!?!?!

Do you think you are good looking?: nope

Are you confident?: not at all.

What is the fictional character you are most like?: chucky from the rug rats, i used to be such a pansy

Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes

Do You...
Smoke?: sometimes when i'm drunk... but not usually.

Do drugs?: nope

Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: yep

Go to church?: everyweek

Talk to strangers who IM you?: strangers usually don't IM me...

Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope

Take walks in the rain?: walkings for bitches

Talk to people even though you hate them?: sometimes

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: sometimes

Hurt yourself?: umm... i have...

Been out of the country?: yeahnope

Eaten something that made other people sick?: nope

Been in love?: yes

Done drugs?: concerta for my A.D.D.

Gone skinny dipping?: nope

Had a medical emergency?: yeah i got hit in the head with a baseball bat and had to get stiches

Had surgery?: they cut this little piece of skin off my ear and the doctor said it was surgery. i didnt belive the bastard

Ran away from home?: no

Played strip poker?: nope

Gotten beaten up?: yep

Beaten someone up?: yep

Been picked on?: yep

Been on stage?: ya

Slept outdoors?: yes

Thought about suicide?: once or twice but not real seriously

Pulled an all nighter?: a couple

If yes, what is your record?: 72 hours with no sleep

Gone one day without food?: yeah

Talked on the phone all night?: yep

Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes

Slept all day?: yes

Killed someone?: well that hooker but we dont talk about that

Made out with a stranger?: no

Had sex with a stranger?: well that hooker but we dont talk about that

Thought you're going crazy?: sometimes

Kissed the same sex?: nope

Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no

Been betrayed?: yep

Had a dream that came true?: yep

Broken the law?: yeah

Met a famous person?: mickey mouse

Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: ya, several decided to jump in front of my car

On purpose?: nope

Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yep

Stolen anything?: yep

Been on radio/tv?: ya once

Been in a mosh-pit?: yep

Had a nervous breakdown?: yes

Bungee jumped?: nope

Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yep

Miracles?: yep

Astrology?: nope

Magic?: anythings possible

God?: yes

Satan?: yes.

Santa?: im jewish

Ghosts?: sure

Luck?: yes and its saved my ass several times

Love at first sight?: yes

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: definitly

Witches?: yep

Easter bunny?: im jewish

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: doubt it, people change

Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: of course

Do you wish on stars?: whats a star

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: ya cuase thats how i was brought up

Do you think God has a gender?: not in a biological sense

Do you believe in organized religion?: i think it can get out of hand

Where do you think we go when we die?: im goin straight to hell probably

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: one of my best friends from middle school turned gay, but i havent talked to him in awhile
Who is your best friend?: myself

Who's the one person that knows most about you?: jessie

What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "fuck grammer i have apple juice"

Your favourite inside joke?: see above^

Thing you're picked on most about?: being annoying
Who's your longest known friend?: andrea or eric

Newest?: matt

Shyest?: matt

Funniest?: jessie

Sweetest?: hmm

Closest?: jessie

Weirdest?: jessie

Smartest?: myself of course

Ditziest?: j-fer

Friends you miss being close to the most?: i dont know

Last person you talked to online?: matt and jessica

Who do you talk to most online?: matt

Who are you on the phone with most?: jessie

Who do you trust most?: nobody

Who listens to your problems?: jessie (and matt and aaron when there drunk)

Who do you fight most with?: nobody

Who's the nicest?: matt

Who's the most outgoing?: jessie

Who's the best singer?: nunez, fuckin choir boy

Who's on your shit-list?: nobody right now

Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no sex is gross

Who's your second family?: i guess jessie kelly aaron matt and lutz

Do you always feel understood?: no, not usually.

Who's the loudest friend?: jessica

Do you trust others easily?: nope

Who's house were you last at?: lauren lutz

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: nobodys

Do your friends know you?: i guess

Friend that lives farthest away: matt until recently now its proably hannah who lives in st louis

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no

What do you find romantic?: showers ;)

Turn-on?: out going and diiiirty

Turn-off?: bitchiness

First kiss?: i played spin the bottle in 7th grade!

If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: bad, cause i know how that feels

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out?: definitely

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: ya, fuck we do all the work

Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yep
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dunno...

What is best about the opposite sex?: eyes

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: PM fucking S

What's the last present someone gave you?: jessie gave me a present;)

Are you in love?: i hope not

Do you consider your significant other hot?: yep

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: that dead hooker, but we dont talk about that

You wanted to kill?: my head boss, fuckin prick

That you laughed at?: jessie WINKEY FACE!

That laughed at you?: probaly jessie

That turned you on?: jessie

You went shopping with?: OMG I LUUUUUVVVV SHOPPING. me and my girlfriends go alllllllll the time. NOT

That broke your heart?: bitch

To disappoint you?: myself

To ask you out?: hmmm

To make you cry?: yo momma

To brighten up your day?: jessie

That you thought about?: yo momma

You saw a movie with?: me matt andrea and michelle watched eurotrip

You talked to on the phone?: jessie

You talked to through IM/ICQ?: matt

You saw?: my boss, not the head one though, cause hes a prick

You lost?: we lost jessie and lutz at the twilight festival

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: ya around 2pm

Will it be with your significant other?: noooope

Or some random person?: not really random

What are you wearing right now?: staff shirt and guard suit

Body part you're touching right now: my meat pole...jk.....or am i?!?!?!

What are you worried about right now?: oh lots of stuff

What book are you reading?: "prentice alvin" by orson scott card

What's on your mousepad?: ya for optical mouses

Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired happy tired off work

Are you bored?: kind of

Are you tired?: very

Are you talking to anyone online?: everyone is away

Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope

Are you lonely or content?: content

Are you listening to music?: yep, yay for rap

you and i in a little toy shop buy a bag of balloons with the money weve got

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 05:57:03 GMT

im in a suprisingly good mood. get over it. leave lots of comments or im never writing in this thing again.

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 21:45:41 GMT

WOW last night was Crazy. my parents were gone so we had a little "party" at my house. matt aaron and i got drunk and kelly got tipsy while jessica just kinda laughed at us. it was great. finally i had some excitement in my life. fun shit

WE WAS KRRRRRRRRRUNNNNNNNKKKKK

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 16:11:01 GMT

hmmm... well my lifes been pretty interesting lately. ive changed alot i think and im glad. however i wish people would do more fun things on the nights im allowed to go out late on. fuck, its so frustrating to sit at home when everybodys out having fun. but ya, whateva

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 23:21:02 GMT

mark never updates and he's logged in.

i'm going to write in his journal.

mark takes incredibly long showers.

this one was at least 20 minutes.

i wonder what he does

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 03:26:00 GMT

I hung out with this really cool girl last night. her name was lauren lutz. she made me mad though when she wouldnt WATCH THE MOVIE. you homo. hehe

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 07:27:23 GMT

fuck, ive done it again. what is up with my obsession to dig into peoples problems. fuck i make things so akward when i do it. i probaly just lost another friend and for once it really bothers me. fuck fuck fuck

summer time, and the livin's easy, bradleys on the microphone with ras m.g.

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 01:26:18 GMT

well the last week was pretty fun. matt came on friday and him erin my sister and i went down to our lake and hung out there for the weekend. what a blast! we tubed, skiied (although matt forgot to let go of the rope when he fell over) and got skeet skeet skeeted at. it was alot of fun. tommorows the last day of school and it's gonna suck cause its my too hardest finals. grrrr, i cant wait for it to be over. god this summers gonna rock. hopefully matt can find a place to stay. my parents jsut vetoed him stayin at our house. stupid gay parents. anyway im done.

Wed, 26 May 2004 01:37:43 GMT

grr. the stress is killing me. i cant take school. i cant take all these friend "problems", i cant take anything. i want summer to be here.

What I really wanna know (my baby)
What I really wanna say, is there's just one way back
And I'll make it
My soul will have to wait

Thu, 13 May 2004 23:25:10 GMT

20 more days. thats all thats left. i cant stand it. i think this is going to be the longest 20 days of my life. i dont have any huge projects or any big things i have to get done but im tired of this same thing every day shit. on a brighter note i found $25 in my jean pocket!

Blackbird singin' in the dead of night...

Mon, 10 May 2004 02:55:35 GMT

soooo.. this was a pretty good weekend. friday i went to the jared shedd benifit concert. all the band did really well. i didn't stick around to see all of the lake effect but i heard they were prtty good. New clarity was really good. the whole flipping the guitars thing was cool. i tried to do it with my guitar when i got home and i nearly killed myself. haha. halfway there was awesome too. arturo did awesome. you wouldnt think he could sing well but he did great. hes definitly a mexican jack johnson. but ya that was alot of fun. on saturday i went to erins house with michelle andrea and my sister. we rented cabin fever. what a horrible movie. dont see it. seriously. you wait the whole movie hoping something scary will happen or it will finally explain it self. but it doesnt. gawd it was terrible. i also rented the first disc to the third season of family guy. knowing that there coming out with a new season this summer makes getting up in the morning possible. but ya, it was a pretty good weekend. next weekends gonna be great too. my old buddy aarons comin in to visit. he always seems to bring out the crazy and dangerous side in me so it should be interesting.

MARK

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 02:18:02 GMT

i dont really got much to update on but i things are definitly going better than my last update. every body should come out and support my brother in his baseball debut at 9:45 at daniel boone.

Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say.
And if you do this
It will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... don’t live too fast,
Troubles will come and they will pass.
Go find a woman and you’ll find love,
And don’t forget son,
There is someone up above.

(chorus)
And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Won’t you do this for me son,
If you can?

Forget your lust for the rich man’s gold
All that you need is in your soul,
And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

(chorus)

Boy, don’t you worry... you’ll find yourself.
Follow you heart and nothing else.
And you can do this if you try.
All I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

(chorus)

fuck

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 04:08:03 GMT

what the hell has happened to my life. at the beginning of the school year it seemed like every monday morning i had some crazy story to tell about the weekend before. i thought my life was maybe gonna give me a break for once and let me have some fun. now its turned into a living hell. EVERYDAY IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. its only going downhill and even when its starting to look up something has to fuck up. its come to the point where the weekend becomes almost as unbearable as the week itself. i honestly dont think ive been invited anywhere this since december. i have to invite myself everywhere. i hate that. but staying home is so much worse. i dont belong anywhere. it fucking sucks. ive never had a group of friends that i felt like i was in the middle of since elementary. im always just some other person who happens to be there. i dont know what i do that makes people hate me that much. i try to be nice to everyone. i hate this. its coming to a breaking point and i dont know how much longer i can deal with misery like this before i go crazy. what the hell does everybody want from me?

i kept thinkin that i know you never would now i wanna kill you like only a best friend could

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 05:06:06 GMT

what boring yet eventful(ya i know it makes no sense) night. maybe ill elaborate later but im really tired. ERIN GAVE ME THE COOOOOOOOLEST B-DAY CARD EVER!!!!!!

MARK

GIVE ME THE BOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 05:46:53 GMT

hmmm...what a suprisingly fun night. i was gonna go hang out with kelly lauren aaron and other people but me and my sister decided to stay at erin kaufmanns house. first she got us lost on her OWN PROPERTY. grrrr, it was the same as an experience we had at the lake one time. ask me if you want the story. but ya, then we walked across her frozen lake, an even though it wasnt anything big it was cool to stand in the middle of a body of water. hmmm, then we went sledding, one time, cause we were so damn tired from walking around erins entire property. anyway, then we went inside and went thru erins old stuff. oh man, talk about a funny person. shes got some interesting pictures. we dug up some of her old writing notebooks from like 2nd grade. 2 of the main storys were "bad things that happened to me today";(see below)and "the spook of death" (go to erins profile) i mean wow, i laughed hard. anyway so then we decided to go thru erins old valentines, and i found one were they signed it to eric kaufman. damn, that has to suck. however, pictures show that eric did have a slightly boyish side (haha jk ;)). anyway then we just kinda sat around in erins room until we had to leave. and wiht that im spent.

bad things that happened to me today
by erin kaufman

yesterday i accidentaly stuck my foot in the toilet after school, and when my mom came to pick me up she told me the car had broken down and that we have to walk home. so i had to walk barefoot all the way home on the wet and slippery concrete.

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 01:53:35 GMT

although nobody actaully reads my journal, im gonna update. lets see its probaly been a week since ive updated and not all htat much has happened. i wish more people would invite me to do stuff, i hate sitting at home but i hate inviting myself to stuff even more. grrrr, well what ever. my birthday is a week from saturday(yes, go ahead and laugh, its valentines day). i hope its better this year that last where all i did was walk around the mall with kelly jennifer and charlie. WHAT FUN. god, i cant belive its only been a year sicne i started driving, i dont know how i ever lived without it, its so convienent. and ive also made it an entire year(knock on wood) without an accident. ya, thast right, all you stupid people who said id never live to see my 17th birthday:). anyway, i hope i get enough money for my birthday to get the amp i want. taht would be awesome. if anyone cares to actaully get me anything for my birthday id like a couple cds. maybe some mixed ones with your favorite songs on it. and with that im spent.

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 02:48:31 GMT

its diana up in hurrrr
i made marky poo a new layout
lespaulplaya87 take a *peek*
xo

CORRECTION: diana made it a little to frilly and with an extreme lack of gib-bot. for all you ignorant people. gib-bot is the large robot made of gibson guitars in my backround. anyway, ms. kelly cam to the rescue and helped me to unfrilly it. however, still applaud diana for her effort anyway. and comment in my journal instead of hers. wait, did i jsut say that, shit.

SHINY QUARRRRRRRTER

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 22:19:30 GMT

im having a contest because nobody ever seems to comment in my journal. whoever leaves the coolest comment gets a shiny quarrrrter!

uuughhhh

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 03:53:33 GMT

grrr...now im in a bad mood again. i said some things yesterday that i thought need to be said then but now that i think back on it wasnt such a great idea. so id like to apoligize to anyone i hurt with it and if you want to hate me thats your right. but ya. thats it

is that what you call a getaway, well tell me what you got away with.

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 02:50:37 GMT

well today was interesting. for all of you involved you know what happened and this is not the place to elaborate. i havent updated for about a weeks o i thought today would be good day to get on that. the last week has been pretty good. ive actually been doing my hw instead of just waiting till im to far behind and making it all up. it feels good to actually finish all your hw for one night. i fall asleep easier, and honestly jsut feel better baout myself. although im sure noone cares, it was a bittersweat week for the missouri tigers. after knicking of (19) oklahoma in ot they lost at home to texas in ot also. however, they made up for it on saturday when they fuckin ripped nebraska a new ass hole. it was the first time MU has beaten nebraska in both footbal and basketball in the same year. wow gardner was amazing. but ya, things are startin to look up for them. and im spent.

just so long as this is loaded...

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 06:06:33 GMT

ya, earlier i was pissed off. it was a big misunderstanding and it all worked out great. but ya, on a lighter note, tonight was soooo much fun. first, we sat around my house wathcin tv. then jennfier had to go home, so kelly chris and jennifer (insert "awwwww isnt that cute" here) went to take care of that. than aaron came over and kelly and chris came back and than,after wallowing in "cuddle juice", kelly,aaron, chris, me, matt and my sista went to steak and shake. HOLY SHIT. that was one of hte fucking funniest experiences of my life. the waitress probaly thinks were crazy. i seriously laughed the entire half hour we were there. FUN SHIT. but ya, i think we forgot to tip, so we need to go back tommorow and tip because we probaly caused her alot of trouble. and with that im spent.

MARK

Some ones out there listenin to the same song, feelin the same way that i do

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 02:37:52 GMT

YAY! for good moods. wow this week has been great. finals have gone a whole hell of alot better than i expected. i feel like this huge weight has just been lifted off my shoulders. this weekend i wont have to worry about grades or HW at all. damn its gonna be great. today was just fucking fabulos, i finished both my finals way earlier than i expected and caught up on some much need rest. after school me, drew, chris, jennifer, the laurens, kelly, craig aaron, grant, jimmy,nick matt arturo, and some other people went to great wall. damn it was delicious. then me, the laurens, chris, kelly, aaron, and jennifer went to aaron's for like 45 min. me chris and aaron played a little game of football against his brother and his "fudge-packing" friends (hey, they like fudge, leave them alone). damn we schooled them. we have the best running back in the league and me and aaron both had passer ratings of 158.3. yeah for kicking the crap out of little brothers. anyway, then i came home and napped. then went to work
then came home. and now im spent!

MARK